Focus

focus

I'm sorry I've been away.  I feel a little out of focus lately.  Distracted and fragmented.  I can't even pinpoint what's making me feel this way.  It took me twenty minutes to write these few sentences and now I'm crying because of it.  I can't even think of what kind of list to write for this.  I keep most of my important lists in a cigar box but I don't know if I would want anyone to find such a list.  But then again its not so bad to be reminded of where you've come from. I know everyone has some bad days and no one can be chipper all the time.  I think "How to Assemble Separated Pieces" would be the title (as all my lists have titles) or maybe just "Focus". 

I just want it to be warm so I can open the windows and air things out.  I'm tired of the staleness.  I'm just tired in general and I don't have the energy to figure things out. Maybe with some sunshine and green leaves I'll gain clarity.  Possibly some focus.

Thanks for listening,

XO

Andria 

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me too

Posted by Darla
on : Monday March 17, 2008 at 15:26

I feel like that too. I can't figure it out and I don't know why. I am in a funk. I started crying on my way to work the other day. I was just so over it. i don't know what my deal is... I am usually really fun and happy.

I was the one who asked about the Alton Brown pretzel recipe. Ihave yet to make it. Shocker. Today is my day off. It's 1:30, still in my pj's and not even considering getting dressed. I get it hon bun, I so, so get it... :)
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ditto

Posted by holly
on : Tuesday March 18, 2008 at 19:24

awww. big hug! i know how you feel, or well i feel the same way! i started to cheer up when the weather got warmer and the sun came out but the mood has faded again. booo. i think you are right about warmth, sunlight, and fresh, green all around. that will do the trick.
otherwise i'll break out into song: "they're coming to take me away...haha"
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you are NOT alone . . .

Posted by trisha too
on : Tuesday March 18, 2008 at 22:28

If there isn't some sun around here soon, well, it's just not pretty as it is. I randomly cry at just about everything--and that is NOT an exaggeration.

Things that help me:
caffeine
a really good scrubby shower
exercise
good food (no, not chocolate--fruits and veggies)
hugs

So <hug> to you; hang in there!

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